Freaky Weather
London has been freakishly windy for days even with music or the tv on I can hear the wind howling and whistling around my flat. I’ve pretty much kept to the house playing catch up editing video of Alana and Fern!
Well that and… Editing photosets; eating chocolate mini rolls; ordering some new toys; playing with the current ones! :> Hehe; some days I just really love my job! Having a job where I can skip off to play with myself when I feel like it is awesome! I just have to remember to take the video camera into my bedroom with me… I keep trying to remember..! It’s also a good excuse to try and keep from spending lots of money. Christmas and New Year’s was super expensive. Catching up with lots of extended family; going out for drinks; food; and then partying over New Year’s all took it’s toll on my bank balance! I’m trying to save up for some new photographic bits and bobs. That also probably ensures that they’ll be a few movies of me in the can before the month is out! :> I’m also doing some more photosets (with me in the pics), this weekend; which I’m excited about! You’d think I’d be bored of being nude and rude on camera by now I guess; but no! It’s all as new and fun as it was when I first started out. I’m not sure what that says about me; or whether that applies to most porn women.
I remember shaking as I was so petrified on the first shoot that I did; not so much because I was embarassed because I was nude in front of a stranger but more the weirdness of the whole situation. Standing in the middle of the room naked being expected to just pose around and make it up for myself as I go along for hundreds of pictures. That’s what I found so scary.Â
